ULULO, ERGO SUM
(I howl, therefore I am)
By Arch Stanton – Darkmoon August 4, 2021
With further additions from Lasha Darkmoon
LD (Introduction) : This beautifully crafted prose poem came my way the other day. I decided to post it here because it comes at just the right time, when the need for a radical reassessment and a marathon spring clean of the mind seems to me of paramount importance to us all.
Without a change of focus, there is little hope for us. We all need, desperately, to have the sawdust knocked out of our brains and the lumber carried away; in short, to be born again, and find the God in little things — including ourselves.
Arch Stanton reminds me of an Ancient Mariner adrift on a sea of infinite sighs, in search of a lost paradise beyond the horizon. It is a chill day in winter, and a chill wind blows over the watery waste, and the Mariner looks up at the scowling sun, shaking his fist at the God hiding behind the clouds. “Ubi Deus ….. Ubi Deus ….. Where is God?” , he mutters darkly, as a passing albatross flaps its giant wings over his head. [LD]
ARCH STANTON REFLECTS:
IS THIS WORLD ANOTHER PLANET’S HELL?
I’m not taking sides. I am merely observing. And frankly, aside from praying, I see little else one can do these days.
The fact is no matter what we do, no matter how we do it, no matter how quickly or how slowly we do it, we are all going to die.
Whether it’s global collapse, vaccination, cancer, 5G waves, rampaging Kneegrows, food shortages, or we fry like eggs under a UV burner, at some point we’re all going to die.
The question at any point after birth is this: are you willing to return?
Do you want to return?
If so, you most assuredly will.
One cannot imagine what the next life might look like. I know I could never have imagined this one. I have made my decision in this regard, which is why I came back this time. I had to see, experience and at last understand the folly of my former lives.
From my earliest memories, I never felt any attachment to this world, only profound alienation.
I look at life on this planet; I look at the natural order, I look at the pain, misery and suffering, I look at the struggle in which all life forms engage merely to survive another day.
I look at human history and know this is the design. This is how it works now and how it has always worked. It’s never been any different and never will be any different in this existence. It’s the design of this world.
Therefore, I focus my efforts on using my remaining time in this version of hell to learn and work at transcending this existence and to help others as much as possible within my means.
The one thing of which I am absolutely certain, existence here is cyclical until one is willing to work to stop the process.
The first step I took in this regard was not to reproduce, not to bring new life into the continual suffering of the old life. I did this intuitively not intentionally. The intention came later.
Like the Buddha, at the end I want to say, “Now I will never again enter another womb.”
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LD: Since we are now in the right mind space and mood to reflect on the eternal verities, let’s pass from Arch Stanton’s existential pessimism to the bleak stoicism of the Buddha’s more bracing worldview.
Based on extracts from The Gospel of Buddha,
complied from Ancient Records by Paul Carus, 1883
NOTE: The term ‘Tathagata’ is a title of the Buddha. Ananda, the Buddha’s cousin, was his closest and most devoted disciple
“SEEK YE FOR THAT WHICH IS PERMANENT
AND WORK OUT YOUR OWN SALVATION WITH DILIGENCE.”
I am now grown old, O Ananda, and full of years; my journey is drawing to its close. I have reached the sum of my days, I am almost eighty years old.
Just as a worn-out cart cannot be made to move along without difficulty, so the body of the Tathagata can only be kept going with much additional care.
Therefore, O Ananda, be ye lamps unto yourselves. Rely on yourselves, and do not rely on external help.
Hold fast to the truth as a lamp. Seek salvation alone in the truth. Look not for assistance to anyone besides yourselves.
We must separate ourselves from all things near and dear to us, O Ananda, and must leave all behind; for everything that is born and comes into being contains within itself the seeds of its own dissolution.
This mortal existence, O Ananda, must now be relinquished, cast away, renounced, rejected, and abandoned by the Tathagata.
Practise the earnest meditations I have taught you. Continue in the great struggle against sin. Walk steadily on the path of saintship.
Behold, O brethren, the final extinction of the Tathagata! It will take place soon, it will come before long.
I now exhort you, saying: ‘All component things must grow old and be dissolved again. Seek ye for that which is permanent, and work out your own salvation with diligence.’
I will end this article with a related Christian meditation on the same theme. This is by John Donne (1572-1631), the great metaphysical poet and Christian Divine whose verse was unmatched for its sonorous sound effects.
“No man is an Iland, intire of itself; every man is a peece of the Continent, a part of the maine [sea]; if a clod bee washed away by the Sea, Europe is the lesse, as well as if a Promontorie were, as well as if a Mannor of thy friends or if thine own were; Any man’s death diminishes me, because I am involved in Mankinde; And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; It tolls for thee.”
— John Donne, Meditation XVII, 1623, original spelling.
(source of the title of Ernest Hemingway’s 1940 novel)
VIDEO : 1.30-mins
even the wolfs howl for the home they
came from. same with prayers of humans .
katharer + bogumiles did know that devil
is the master of this world. same the jews,
but they conceal it and made deal with him !
this world is not made for the innocents !
Coincidentally this ties in with a comment I made on Visible’s article today. My speculation/hope that we are ‘volunteers’ who have chosen to take on, manifest, and perpetrate every senseless fear, anxiety, rape, murder, anxiety etc. Every looming specter of old age, sickness, disease, and bone-crushing loneliness. This was done (in my fantasy) because even the much revered and fear ‘God almighty’ himself experienced some uncertainty in creating sentient beings. We will eventually become the ‘men and women of renown’ who transmuted every perversion, cancer, etc al so that it NEVER manifests ANYWHERE in round two of the creation experiment. This includes me, you, and Netanyahu too. To think that potentially billions of earth-like planets are experiencing the same discord as planet Earth, and much worse…would only be confirmation that we are indeed in HELL…
Working out “my” salvation seems a tad selfish while I see a child hobbled with spinal-bifida or whatever. To what end of thou great author of perfection? Careful with neo-Buddhism as well…
An excerpt from Genesis’ fine composition, ‘Mad Man Moon’.
“Was it summer when the river ran dry
Or was it just another dam
When the evil of a snowflake in June
Could still be a source of relief
O how I love you, I once cried long ago
But I was the one who decided to go
To search beyond the final crest
Though I’d heard it said just birds could dwell so high
So I pretended to have wings for my arms
And took off in the air
I flew to places which the clouds never see
Too close to the deserts of sand
Where a thousand mirages, the shepherds of lies
Forced me to land and take a disguise
I would welcome a horse’s kick to send me back
If I could find a horse not made of sand
If this desert’s all there’ll ever be
Then tell me what becomes of me
A fall of rain
That must have been another of your dream
A dream of mad man moon…”
Miles Mathis posits a similar scenario:
http://mileswmathis.com/spirit.pdf
His musings are very plausible…
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Humanright violators might face justice:
https://odysee.com/@TruthVault:0/Off-with-their-heads:2
my comment at Darkmoon:
Yukon Jack
August 4, 2021 at 3:00 pm
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Is this world another planet’s hell? There is a parallel theory, earth is a prison planet, and in the book ‘Alien Interview’ by Lawrence Spencer, the captured Grey Alien says that if you looked at any planet in the Milky Way, earth is the most hellish.
quote “From my earliest memories, I never felt any attachment to this world, only profound alienation.”
The reason for this is also cited in the above mentioned book (free online you can read it right now if you wish see http://thenewearth.org/AI_FREE_READERS-EDITION.pdf)
Earth, a prison planet, is where space empire captures and dumps unwanted souls. Earth is not your home, it is your prison, where you live life after life, constantly reincarnating. The way this is purportedly done is through soul traps, when your soul leaves your body upon death, it goes to the light and then is tricked into returning to earth. Souls are eternal and can not be destroyed and thus the need for a way to keep them confined on a prison planet).
So if earth is hell, and souls are forced to reincarnate, for all practical purposes you have already been condemned to hell by (god – space empire). There is no escape unless you figure out a way to beat the soul traps, not go to the light, get memory swiped, and sent back here. This theory is well developed online and I suggest you all research it further. Seeing that earth is being taken over by power mad Jews, it is imperative not to come back as life on earth is becoming intolerable.
Thus the hysterical drive to get “saved” and get the hell out of hell. If this theory is true, religions can be explained, especially salvation doctrines. The reason you are so desperate to get saved is that you are not from earth, and you do not want to incarnate back here again and be tortured in hell again. Thinking about this logically, you are already in hell, you have already been condemned to hell, and thus the theology that this life is a test for the next life is a big ruse to confuse you and make this life acceptable. So the Christian toils hard to be a good citizen in this life with the unproven hope of getting to heaven in the next life. But it is all in vain, as you are trapped and being fooled by religion.
So naysayers I am not attacking your faith because I hate Christianity, I am a scientist explaining why your faith is constructed as it is, so f.o with your extremely immature and rude remarks. The psychological fact that your ego is attached to your faith, making it impossible for most of you to think your way out of a wet paper bag. Religious faith is the green pasture where you put your mind to rest. If you believe in God, why think at all, just believe and be on your merry way. Belief is how you maintain your sanity while being held captive as a slave on earth. So religion has a purpose, pacification of earth’s slave hominid population.
You are not from earth, you are literally an extraterrestrial who wants to go home – to your home planet, but you are unable as your soul’s memory has been swiped clean, and you can not remember your past lives. You are trapped in a matrix, wake up Neo, wake up – is about you waking up from the spells put over your mind.
Selected quotes from:
https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vida_alien/alieninterview/alieninterview.htm
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https://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vida_alien/alieninterview/alieninterview06.htm
“I thought that status or power was reserved solely for the Father, the Son, and the holy Ghost. And, because I am a devout Catholic and subject to the word Jesus, and the holy Father, I have never thought of a woman as an immortal spiritual being either – not even the holy mother Mary. Yet, when Airl thought that thought, I became vividly aware for the very first time that she, personally, was an immortal spiritual being, and so are we all!
Airl said that she sensed that I was confused about the idea. She said she would demonstrate to me that I am also an immortal spiritual being. She said, “Be above your body!” Immediately, I realized that I was “outside” of my body, looking down from the ceiling at the top of my body’s head! 54 (Footnote) I was also able to see the room around me, including Airl’s body sitting in the chair next to my own body. After a moment, I realized the simple, but shocking, reality, that “I” am not a body.”
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“So, when the body of the IS-BE dies they depart from the body. They are detected by the “force screen”, they are captured and “ordered” by hypnotic command to “return to the light”. The idea of “heaven” and the “afterlife” are part of the hypnotic suggestion – a part of the treachery that makes the whole mechanism work (read “The Invisible College – War in Heaven – A Completely New And Revolutionary Conception of The Nature of Spiritual Reality”).
After the IS-BE has been shocked and hypnotized to erase the memory of the life just lived, the IS-BE is immediately “commanded”, hypnotically, to “report” back to Earth, as though they were on a secret mission, to inhabit a new body. Each IS-BE is told that they have a special purpose for being on Earth. But, of course there is no purpose for being in a prison – at least not for the prisoner.
Any undesirable IS-BEs who are sentenced to Earth were classified as “untouchable” 75 (Footnote) by the “Old Empire”.
This included anyone that the “Old Empire” judged to be criminals who are too vicious to be reformed or subdued, as well as other criminals such as sexual perverts, or beings unwilling to do any productive work.
An “untouchable” classification of IS-BEs also includes a wide variety of “political prisoners” 76 (Footnote). This includes IS-BEs who are considered to be noncompliant “free thinkers” or “revolutionaries” who make trouble for the governments of the various planets of the “Old Empire”. Of course, anyone with a previous military record against the “Old Empire” is also shipped off to Earth.
A list of “untouchables” include artists, painters, singers, musicians, writers, actors, and performers of every kind. For this reason Earth has more artists per capita than any other planet in the “Old Empire”.
“Untouchables” also include intellectuals, inventors and geniuses in almost every field. Since everything the “Old Empire” considers valuable has long since been invented or created over the last few trillion years, they have no further use for such beings. This includes skilled managers also, which are not needed in a society of obedient, robotic citizens.
Anyone who is not willing or able to submit to mindless economic, political and religious servitude as a tax-paying worker in the class system of the “Old Empire” are “untouchable” and sentenced to receive memory wipe-out and permanent imprisonment on Earth.”
The Bible says that during His time in the wilderness, the devil offered Jesus “all that He surveyed” if He would bow down to the evil one.
If God was the owner of this world, Jesus would have rebuked the evil one, pointing out that “you can’t give what you don’t own”, and the devil would have known this too, but Jesus is reported to have said no such thing, therefore this world IS the demonic realm.
One thing has always bothered me about this story though. It can be known if someone goes away for a time, forty days in this case, but I can’t imagine the Perfect Man coming back and BOASTING about how good He was in resisting temptation, so how would anyone have known about His encounter/s with the devil?
sorry that Yukon Jack was fired from the kabale.
he had an experience indian gurus tell their disciples:
a moment of egolessness (brainmind) where all his
needs where fullfilled. a stillness of the mind + no
wishing , no sorros as already Budda teached. as
jesus said about our inner kingdom. as gurus said
its absolute silence + stillness and there is the
foundation of everything. this world is in hell with
this cackling ape in mind. to blame is not only
power, money, prestige. its wishing ! WISHING
IS THE TRAP OF THE DEVIL !
https://www.lifesitenews.com/news/over-45000-americans-have-died-from-covid-19-jabs-attorney/
Over 45,000 Americans have died from COVID-19 jabs: attorney
An attorney stated today that over 45,000 people in the USA have died as a result of the experimental COVID-19 vaccines.
At the Stop the Shot Conference hosted by the Truth for Health Foundation and live-streamed by LifeSiteNews on August 4, Ohio-based attorney Thomas Renz dropped bombshell data suggesting that deaths associated with the COVID-19 shots have been greatly underreported while adverse events have been largely ignored.
Renz, the lead attorney in several major federal lawsuits addressing medical freedom in the wake of COVID-19 restrictions and mandates, cited a growing number of whistleblowers who have reported data indicating that the risks from the experimental COVID-19 shots currently being mandated are far higher than reported.
To quote from a song I heard a few years ago:
“Heaven and Hell begin right here,
They’re only a decision away.
You can damn your sight
To the darkest night
Or see the breaking of eternal day.”
We all have free will.
Let’s use it.
THAT is the test.
On the subject of life cycles and being born again, sure I’d love to have another go at life on this planet, despite the heartaches and failures. One thing I would hold out for in my case is to enter the womb of the spirits of the parents I had in this life, both of them born in the late 20’s. I couldn’t have lucked out more than the parents I had in this life.
Donne did not mean sea, he meant mainland. My new thing is that Jesus is Satan, and I never embraced this properly before. Blake said it at least once, Jews might think it but he is one of their creations and they are direct Satanists. Most of my clues are from the inner life but there is other evidence. You bow the knee, he removes demons, but then you forever praise the jealous control-freak when you die. I will live with this theory to see what it does to or for me. That is the real test, as a boxer can sample another boxer’s punch. The Bible is clear that the OT god is also the NT one, so he could hardly be worse. Maimonides advised the other Jews to boost Christianity. The theory does not excite me, it is relaxing, and that is a good sign. A fake duality has been dissolved. I will stick to the real ones I found. I will always live again, with an improving doctrine.
Quote:Is This World Another Planet’s Hell?
Hmmm.. What did I do in my previous life, to be sent to this Hell ??
@ Yukon Jack
I remember from school that there was a method scientists had to follow, and that PROOF had to be shown that the hypothesis is correct. Has that changed? I don’t believe in the PHOENICAN JEW religions either.
@yukon thanks for the book Jack
grabbing everything i can at the moment if the interweb dies i have plenty reading material
kiwi
Oh no!…the God botherers are out in force on this one.
Every utterance they make is SPECULATION….and often pathetic nonsense.
Let’s get more down to earth if you’ll excuse the pun.
There are two key areas the globalists employ to promote globalism…Music and Sports….for the proletariat….
Currently the Olympics are in full swing ….unfortunately they’re adding “idiot sports” to the curriculum virtually every four years….like the idiots doing swimming dancing….and more recently skateboarding…..then there is mini rugby.
If you were to object you would be shouted down…..
As many people are aware the Jews run the media in most western countries and particularly the BBC….sports included….a prime opportunity to “push the agenda”.
So the BBC jew promotes third world immigration into western countries…..thus a BBC Jew says (twice)…”he came to America for a better life ” that is an athlete from the Sudan….later he says “his family came to Australia for a better life”…another Sudanese.
(Some people may have observed Muslim athletes doing their bowing routine after events)
Question…why are Western nations beholden to providing a “better life” for these competitors…the answer to that IS because the Jews say so…powerful influential Jews.
The fact that no third world non Jews are allowed to live in Israel paints the REAL picture.
These fiends appear untouchable right now with their power fully entrenched in the West….but remember their grand schemes always end in disaster for the host nation…..and they skip down and look for a new host…and that will be China.
Already Britain is on the slippery slope to chaos….the things that are going on right now are bizarre.Marriages between the same sexes….its totally absurd of course like many other examples.
Britain pretending to be a democracy while incarcerating Assange in a maximum security prison ….etc etc.
And if you think the NZ weightlifter dressed as a woman at the Olympics is the end of this “try on”…you would be mistaken…they’ll be back with a watered down version at the next Olympics….to get the public accustomed to the idea.
MEANTIME….the unceasing arrival of illegal immigrants across the channel continues….THOUSANDS.
Why isnt this law breaking put a stop to….beside which,why aren’t these invaders subjected to Covid testing…while Britain is locked down and businesses are being destroyed…..Answer…The Covid BS is a SCAM….and mass alien immigration is a SECRET ELITE POLICY/PROGRAMME….FACT!!.
Arch Stanton ? The name on the grave next to the one marked “unknown”, in which all the gold was buried. The Good, the Bad and the Ugly.
when i came as baby into this world i did
know nothing or have it forgotten . everything,
my name (or number); god,devil,shiva,krishna,
holy books + doktrines + laws i got second hand
from others . i dont believe in them but i have to
follow to make aliving . but as i said they are
not essentialy for me since they limit my natural
drive for freedom + liberty from every bounds
specialy spiritual which are more important than
material liberties. i can only make an estimate :
IMO god/devil is in one as shiva is creator + destroyer
in one. but i would not worship anyone . so the
question of this arteficialy constructed figur
Jesus is not important for me though i admit there
are a lot of wise words in the holy books but also
very evil things specialy in OT+ talmud .
@Barney
“One thing has always bothered me about this story though. It can be known if someone goes away for a time, forty days in this case, but I can’t imagine the Perfect Man coming back and BOASTING about how good He was in resisting temptation, so how would anyone have known about His encounter/s with the devil?”
You make a good point and I have thought about it for a little while.
When God was explaining the formation of the earth and the sky there was nobody around to witness that, but it’s in the Bible. Writers of the Bible were inspired of God so that could explain the things in it that no-one witnessed.
You might want to ponder this. I find this very interesting. It’s recorded in Luke too, maybe Mark also
KJ is better but this came up first.
Matthew 21:33-46
New Living Translation
Parable of the Evil Farmers
33 “Now listen to another story. A certain landowner planted a vineyard, built a wall around it, dug a pit for pressing out the grape juice, and built a lookout tower. Then he leased the vineyard to tenant farmers and moved to another country. 34 At the time of the grape harvest, he sent his servants to collect his share of the crop. 35 But the farmers grabbed his servants, beat one, killed one, and stoned another. 36 So the landowner sent a larger group of his servants to collect for him, but the results were the same.
37 “Finally, the owner sent his son, thinking, ‘Surely they will respect my son.’
38 “But when the tenant farmers saw his son coming, they said to one another, ‘Here comes the heir to this estate. Come on, let’s kill him and get the estate for ourselves!’ 39 So they grabbed him, dragged him out of the vineyard, and murdered him.
40 “When the owner of the vineyard returns,” Jesus asked, “what do you think he will do to those farmers?”
41 The religious leaders replied, “He will put the wicked men to a horrible death and lease the vineyard to others who will give him his share of the crop after each harvest.”
42 Then Jesus asked them, “Didn’t you ever read this in the Scriptures?
‘The stone that the builders rejected
has now become the cornerstone.
This is the Lord’s doing,
and it is wonderful to see.’[a]
43 I tell you, the Kingdom of God will be taken away from you and given to a nation that will produce the proper fruit. 44 Anyone who stumbles over that stone will be broken to pieces, and it will crush anyone it falls on.[b]”
45 When the leading priests and Pharisees heard this parable, they realized he was telling the story against them—they were the wicked farmers. 46 They wanted to arrest him, but they were afraid of the crowds, who considered Jesus to be a prophet.
Apes in God’s Clothing
“Seeing that earth is being taken over by power mad Jews, it is imperative not to come back as life on earth is becoming intolerable.” – Yukon Jack
But.. but… The Avatar is sweeping down through the planes…
And Mr. Apocalypse is exposing everything that was exposed already but hardly anyone wanted to see. And Jesus is always coming… He’s been coming since way before I was even born into this asylum/prison planet of Apes in God’s clothing.
And don’t forget the Donald who’s working on a GREAT comeback in 2024, when most of the voters on all sides will be dead, but that’s not a real problem since the new Biden electoral rules allow dead people to vote. Maybe the repuglycans will raise enough money to buy a more advanced Ratchild-Dominion electronic vote stealing system.
The brick wall at the back of Frank Zappa’s Music Hall & Playhouse has morphed into Gina “The Hyena” Haspel’s Torture Chamber of Commerce starring Santa Klaus Schwab, Bill Hates, Fraudci The Conman, George Sorass & The Mass Morass Dumbass Battalions and many more…
Do You See What I See? Or Are You Pfizerstruck?
Millions of Grateful Dead With More To Come – Pfizerstruck * Suggested by Yukon Jack *
https://grizzom.blogspot.com/2021/07/millions-of-grateful-dead-with-more-to.html
Hey Police, Do You See What I See? DO YOUR DUTY & HONOR YOUR OATH! 👮
https://grizzom.blogspot.com/2021/08/hey-police-do-you-see-what-i-see-do.html