Dog Poet Transmitting\u2026<\/p>\n
This hurts to write this and is probably going to take awhile since I am not myself these days. I can\u2019t remember being this messed up and out of orbit. Sad to say but true; I am starting to sound like a soap opera as a shill said recently. This should probably go to Origami because of the context but I am here at Petri Dish and maybe I can throw in some sarcasm and humor to justify that.<\/p>\n
I am getting a blitzkrieg of letters from a woman who feels I done her wrong. If I was wrong then my usually 99.99% intuition is off. I spent a lot of time in institutions and situations where not reading the signals right could mean your life or worse. There are things that are worse than dying because you have to go on living with them. Luckily my reflexes and training and especially my intuition were working properly and I danced out of the way. Even though I have had to walk some very hard highway, I have been the beneficiary of some marvelous protection. Just to list the incidents and close calls would occupy one of these blogs for a solid month.<\/p>\n
Last year, or whenever it was, I spoke of an Ayahuasca experience. Those familiar with my writing remember the post about God having his morning coffee; conferring his blessings and then kicking some ass. I don\u2019t know how to put into words how intense this was\u2026 and I know intense, believe me. I was slamming my leg into the futon side over and over as punctuation while God\u2026 or one of his angels- same thing- told me about what was coming.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t have much and I\u2019m not much, not in my mind anyway. I\u2019ve hardly had two nickels to rub together a lot of the time. I have had some dynamic spiritual experiences and God has convincingly kicked my ass more than once. I understand why now. I didn\u2019t at the time.<\/p>\n
Well, I put myself in harms way again and I\u2019m still there right now. I feel like Tom Sellick in that great film, \u201cAn Innocent Man\u201d. Sometimes it just comes at you and there is nothing you can do about it. To top it off, my dog Poncho had a terrible seizure last night and he wasn\u2019t right until this morning. I think it was my fault too because I wasn\u2019t right and it came back on my dog. Maybe you have some idea of how that makes me feel right now and maybe you don\u2019t but it\u2019s not good.<\/p>\n
Now today someone sends me something by David Icke. I don\u2019t want to talk stink about David. He reprints my work\u2026 or someone over there does. My problem with him is that he has a lot of Carnival barker in him and I just get so pissed when I have to scroll through pages of adverts to read the news. I know we have to make a living but I have trusted God for that and not myself. I\u2019ve had some tough times but God has always looked out for me and when it comes down to it I don\u2019t have any other friends unless they are agents of God. I\u2019ve had my house burned down and lost everything I owned more times than I can remember and I don\u2019t remember so well right now.<\/p>\n
Anyway, David says he is getting slammed and there\u2019s some kind of chewing gum coming out of the sky. That is easier for me to accept than some of that sex slave mind control stuff. A simple practical awareness tells you that those people don\u2019t get to talk about it later on. I only bring David up because I am getting hammered too so maybe this is what it is and maybe that woman that I got tough with isn\u2019t really a double agent. It\u2019s hard to know what\u2019s going on any more.<\/p>\n
I wouldn\u2019t be writing this at all except for what happened last night. I wasn\u2019t sure I would be writing anything for awhile and I can\u2019t seem to do my radio shows either but last night, after Poncho had his seizure and we were laying in bed my Ayahuasca experience came back on me full tilt. If you have any psychedelic experience you know the significance of yawning. It is a sign of awakening. All of a sudden I started to yawn over and over again. Deep and extended they were and the voice came back and told me he was on the way.<\/p>\n
I saw Krishna. It had to be him. I mean\u2026 it\u2019s pretty hard to mistake and he had huge angels or whatever they are called behind him in a kind of flying wedge and he said I\u2019m coming. He said he might be coming personally but he was certainly going to come in the hearts where he was welcome and to the degree that he could be received and I wound up slamming my leg into the mattress; different room this time and I got no sleep I don\u2019t think. <\/p>\n
I probably shouldn\u2019t feel too bad even though I do feel terrible for whatever the reason is. He said some good things to me. I\u2019m going to be fine and more than fine so I should just take what is happening and he told me that everything that was happening he was doing to me. No government forces were doing it\u2026 no double agents were doing it\u2026 no demons were doing it because they all work for him anyway whether they know it or not. He said maybe it was coming from here or there but he was well aware of it and of every single detail in my life at every moment and just because I didn\u2019t know that or was unaware of it didn\u2019t make it any less true; more slamming of the leg on the mattress\u2026 more extended yawning and repetitive clenching at the gut and fire in the Kunda.<\/p>\n
I suppose anyone would feel good about this, objectively speaking; but it\u2019s not the same when it\u2019s happening to you. It reminds me of what Bilbo said to Gandalf about having adventures. It always sounds good in the books but in real life you have to sleep in the rain with roots digging into your back and there are trolls and goblins and all manner of bad folk. It sounds thrilling in a book. It\u2019s a little different in real life.<\/p>\n
The one thing I remember most about last night was the awesome force and power. It just cramps your body up inside itself and every word, every pulse just hits so hard. It burns and wounds because you know you don\u2019t even deserve the attention in the first place. That is probably the most crippling feature\u2026 to know just how unworthy you are. All you have to do is hear the voice and every sin in your life is magnified just like that.<\/p>\n
So.. I\u2019m just writing this to say that help is on the way. You have my word on that and even better than my word which doesn\u2019t mean all that much when you get down to it. It isn\u2019t moving in our time concordances so it could be tomorrow or two years away but the impression I got and what I remember saying more than once is that it is closer than it looks and I would really not want to be Nancy Pelosi or Gordon Brown or any of the rest of them. If I were any member of Congress right now, I would make a statement on the capital steps and walk away. If I were anyone high up in the military I would put down my power because real power is coming and you do not want to be giving the impression of any power at all when real power comes.<\/p>\n
I guess you can imagine the impact this had on me and still does. I don\u2019t like to talk about these kinds of experiences. It diminishes them and I know I haven\u2019t been right lately and I have probably let you down. I am going to try to get it together but that\u2019s not up to me. I was told that not a single thing is up to me or am I the deciding party in any of it so\u2026 what can I say?<\/p>\n
I\u2019ve made some good friends here though I may never meet you. You have made whatever this is happen. I\u2019ve never been anyone important and I didn\u2019t want to be. I just wanted my walled garden\u2026 my paradiz ( taken from the Pakistani) which means walled garden. I just wanted to be able to play with my dogs and grow my succulents and be away from prying eyes. I guess in these times we can\u2019t ask for things like that. As Nina said\u2026 there are times you have to \u201cman up\u201d. I\u2019m not sure I am capable of that but I don\u2019t have to be. Help is on the way.<\/p>\n
End Transmission…….<\/p>\n
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