Man Who Resisted Homosexuality Asks for Compassion

by Ted – ( July 3, 2012

(This a response to some of the comments Al Thompson made regarding the guest article, Pedophiles Demand Social Acceptance Gays Got .“)
I am a 49-year-old man who has struggled with homosexual feelings for nearly all my life.
However, in spite of this, I have been married twice, divorced twice and have three sons by my first wife. I haven’t engaged in a homosexual act in more than thirty years.
My homosexual feelings played a role in the demise of my first marriage. Even though I loved my wife, I got married because I felt that it was the only way to separate from my mother without her going crazy on me.
She was the first girl I ever dated and I didn’t even kiss her until three weeks before our wedding. Later, I am sure she suspected something was wrong because of the way I dressed and because of my addiction to pornography. I am certain that this caused a lot of insecurity and suspicion which in turn created a level of distrust.
With my second wife, I told her of my homosexual struggle before getting married thinking she would support me in my efforts to be free. This turned out to be a big mistake. I’m not a professional but I am pretty sure she suffers with Borderline Personality Disorder. BPD’s are absolutely unbearable to live with.
They’re wonderfully sweet at first but then all hell breaks loose.

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